Friday, December 25, 2009

God does not forget...

This pumps me up. It's like one of the sweetest things I've found in a long time.
I was reading in John 1 where it talks about Jesus, the Word, coming and being the light and life of everything. It referenced over to Isaiah 49. So I started reading there to see what it was talking about. It's talking about "The Future Redeemer" a.k.a. Jesus. It's so cool to hear how they talk about him hundreds of years before hand. How he'll "gather Israel to himself" and he'll also "be a light for the Gentiles" (thats us) that he will "bring my salvation to the ends of the earth." (v5 - v6)

Hold on it gets better. He will be "despised and abhorred by the nation" then check this out "to the servant of rulers"; and "Kings will see you and rise up, princes will see and bow down, because of the Lord, who is faithful, the Holy One of Israel, who has chosen you." (v7) Dang. I dig that. That Kings will see him and rise up, and princes will see him and bow down. But wait. That's not the best part.

Isaiah goes on to explain what God's saying. "In the time of my favor, I will answer." (v8) So God is saying that he's gonna come through, when it's BEST, not when we want, but when his favor comes to the fullest. Boom he'll come. It's a promise. It goes onto talk about how he'll tell captives 'come out,' and those in darkness 'be free.' (v9). So he's setting this up saying, I know your pain, I know your agony, I know what your in. I promise I'm coming and I'm going to do things thats impossible any other way.

"Shout for joy, O heavens;
rejoice, O earth;
burst into song, O mountains!
For the Lord comforts his people
and will have compassion on his afflicted ones." (v13)

It's awesome that all of creation the skies, the earth, mountains and valleys, the clouds to the grass, the trees to the rocks are all celebrating the freeing of His people. All rejoicing, singing songs about what he's about to do. . . . And what do the humans, those about to be freed, do?

"But [(just an awesome start)] Zion said, 'The Lord has forsaken me,
the Lord has forgotten me." (v14)

The humans are going, "Oh dang. God forgot us. He left us out here. He doesn't care. It doesn't matter." All of creature and nature is celebrating cause they see long term, and us in our stupid human ignorance and short sighted-ness are saying that God's forgotten us. So then the comeback:

"Can a mother forget the baby at her breast
and have no companion on the child she has borne?
Though she may forget,
I will not forget you!" (v15)

Good point. Real good point. I like the baby at her breast analogy. Describes our dependence and how anything we get is from God and by conscious decision from God. I also dig the exclamation mark at the end. But this. . . This is the best part is the first line of verse 16.

"See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands;"

It's so good I'll repeat it. "See, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands;" Wow. Just wow. this is Jesus were talking about. I don't know if you've read a little further down the story or not but it turns out that he gets nails put through his hands to hold him to a cross while the wrath of God is poured out on him instead of us. These palms that are scarred are his remembrance of me on my Kings hands. He's saying "NO! I Will NOT FORGET YOU! Look at my hands, do you really think I'd forget you?! Have I not proved that already?" That just humbles me and makes me feel so important that he's engraved me on the palm of his hands. I mean I write stuff on my hands to remember, usually it's in pen so I can erase it later. If it's really important, I use a sharpie, but still after a few days it's gone. But this is engraved. How amazing, how special, how important, how worth while should we feel. That the King above all kings, the one who all bow down to, the one who ever creature massively large and microscopically small would bow down before him, and He engraves us oh the palm of his hands.

Oh. Merry Christmas too.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

What if. . .

A list of thoughts from thinking in the shower that never got fully developed...

What if we saw Bible stories come to life?
What if He says go into all the world... and we did?
What if he says depend on the Holy Spirit and thousands were saved...and we did...and they were?

What if the Church grew to be bigger than the four walls it meets in?
What if we realized every moment of everyday is a time of worship and not just when the music is playing?

What if we live by faith and not by sight?
by faith and not by logic?
by faith and not by human reasoning?
by faith and not by our family's expectations?


What if we looked more at our todays than our yesterdays?
what if we looked more at His tomorrows more than our todays?

What if we stopped endless pursuits and began eternal ones?
What if we stopped making excuses and started making efforts?
What if we looked for opportunities more than we looked for comfort zones?
What if we started trusting more than we feared?
What if we dreamed more than we reasoned?

What if we realized that we are the tomorrow?
What if we realized that today is the tomorrow?
What if a generation lost everything to walk with God and not just 12 unschooled men?

What if we realized we're part of God's heart that has beat the same from the beginning of time to the end of the earth and beyond?
What if we realized we're part of carrying that heart to every schoolteacher, kid, fastfood worker, homeless man, actor, politician, ticket-taker, African, Jew, American, Muslim, Chinese, every satellite worker, soldier, computer technician, customer service representative, every man, woman, and child?

What if. . .

What if. . .


Friday, December 18, 2009

Caught in His heart, losing track of my actions.

We need to be caught up in His heart and not our actions.
So often I look at His heart, and in the process of learning and having it, I turn and slowly get caught up and focused in what I'm doing instead. It's not even the "oh look at what I'm doing," but the over focus, over analyzing, and almost anal-ness of the details of my service.

"Did I say exactly the right words?", "How were my facial expressions?", "Is it better to give to the poor with God's hands or to give to the church?", you can continue these thoughts for a while.

Why Can't I focus on Your heart, let Yours make mine like yours, and then just living in the overflow of your heart out of mine? Why do I focus so much on the ins and outs, trying to perfect loving someone. That's never what You died for, not for me to stress out by loving someone.

Why is "Love God and Love others" so hard to do? Why is there so much toil inbetween? so much striving? Why all of the religious implications that sneak in?

We have perfect love. It casts out fear.(1 john 4:18) So why do I fear that I can't make the love I give perfect? Am I so caught up in what I'm giving? Have I shifted to the point that I'm now trying to give love on my own, my love?

But perfect love casts out fear. Fear has to do with punishment. So what type of punishment are we afraid of so much that we cannot love openly?
-Fear of disappointing the person
-Fear of disappointing God
-Fear of showing them a bad example of Christ's love
-Fear of trying to show His love, but it not being good enough, because I couldn't do it right.
-Fear that when i do show His Love/ when His Love flows from me, that it won't have any sort of immediate effect so I 'll think that I messed something up, said the wrong thing, didn't listen well enough, said too much, gave a hug or didn't give a hug when I should/shouldn't have.
-Fear that they won't understand God or they'll have a skewed version of Him due to me and my actions.

I know that none of these really are logical. Perfect love casts out fear. I will not fear to Love. It's true that I am a horrible version of what Christ's Love is like. There is no way that I can replicate it, but the only way for me to be close is to abide in Him, (John 15:5) continue to walk with Him and let His Love transform my heart, His Truth transform my mind, His Presence fill my essence. It's not up to me as to what others think, I cannot control their minds, I can only present my self before them as humble and honest, and making every effort to follow the way my King walked the streets and interacted with people when he was here.

God is love. Perfect love casts out fear. We love because he first loved us.
Today I will seek to let his love overflow my heart and love those around me without reservations and with an open heart.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

But I know...

I know the pain your in.
I know how much it hurts.
I know where you've been.
I know the condition of your heart.
I know.

I know how much you love me.
I know how you act or don't act it out.
I know the thoughts of the pharisees.
I know your thoughts and motives.
I know.

I know your enemies.
I know their plans against you.
I know the strength you lack.
I know your weaknesses.
I know.

But I know the plans I have for you.
I know the bigger picture.
I know how this fits together.
I know how to control things.
I know.

I know how to love you more than you do.
I know what Love is.
I know what you need.
I know you.
I know.

-God.

I was reading in Exodus 3. Verse 19 starts out with "But I know..." and goes onto talk about how Pharaoh would react to Moses' taking his labor force and so God plans ahead of that. In Mark I was reading how Jesus knew what the Pharisees were talking about and trying to trick Him, but rather than being trapped He showed off. In Psalms, David understand that God knows him.